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Every friend I had on tw turned their back on me.

• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
• TMT May 9, 2011

  Cheers!
• Ska Ranger May 9, 2011

  :-/
• groundhog May 9, 2011

  🐻 like u !
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  This is the reason I ac like crap guys. I've had less and less control over throughout the months. Getting way worse.
• Killer Khalsa May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?

  Nada. Stopped treatment years ago to manage it on my own.
• Killer Khalsa May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?

  Nada. Stopped treatment years ago to manage it on my own.

  How do you manage it on your own?
• 🇮🇱Tinea🦶Pedis🇮🇱 May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?

  Nada. Stopped treatment years ago to manage it on my own.

  That's not working. You may want to think about seeking professional help again. Scary enough to deal with this WITH the help of others. I would imagine it's probably debilitating without help though. I wish you the best. Get help.
• ★〓⌖ Viper ⌖〓★ May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?

  Nada. Stopped treatment years ago to manage it on my own.

  B, I'm gonna sound like an ass but I'm not trying to be... Managing it on your own ain't working so well, give the docs a shot again.
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  So...you have Bipolar disorder. What do you take for it?

  Nada. Stopped treatment years ago to manage it on my own.

  How do you manage it on your own?

  I was on a diet I made. Working out constantly. Mental discipline. Worked fairly well though not perfectly for a while. Part of it's probably I haven't been religiously doing those. But even when I do them it's become steadily worse over the last year
• Killer Khalsa May 9, 2011

  Because you need to be on lithium, valproate or ethosuxomide or something else...dont run away from Tx because of side effects.
  Having a manic episode is serious business. Working out and changing your diet will do nothing
• TheFilling May 9, 2011

  Maybe it's this game. Theres an entire world outside of this one. Go explore it.
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Because you need to be on lithium, valproate or ethosuxomide or something else...dont run away from Tx because of side effects.
  Having a manic episode is serious business. Working out and changing your diet will do nothing
  

  Lithium has horrible side effects.
• ripd May 9, 2011

  The💀Filling wrote:

  Maybe it's this game. Theres an entire world outside of this one. Go explore it.
  
• Patsy Killine May 9, 2011

  Belial, my heart goes out to you.

  Accolades to you for your awareness of the problem and sharing with us.

  KK is actually giving you good feedback. Unless a MD has determined you have drug-resistant BP disorder, you should resume medications.

  Thinking you can tackle something this big on your own is actually a classic symptom of mania.

  Don't let this disorder control you.

  Good luck to you my friend.

  ❤ Patsy
• Vito Svensson May 9, 2011

  Belial,
  In addition to the meds recommended above, try acupuncture. My wife is a psychiatrist and is now learning medical acupuncture. It is scientific and it works. One may need 7 - 8 treatments for the full effect. Something to try while you think about going back to the docs. Not saying it replaces meds, just that it can help.
• O-Dogg May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Because Im manic depressive. Its an incurable disease but they don't see it. I was playing for friends well i may be on my way. We'll see what's left. Enjoy your game
  

  Fuck friends.. Their just there to see your downfall.. I have (associates)
• Jim Dirt (Add A1) May 9, 2011

  Patsy Killine wrote:

  Belial, my heart goes out to you.

  Accolades to you for your awareness of the problem and sharing with us.

  KK is actually giving you good feedback. Unless a MD has determined you have drug-resistant BP disorder, you should resume medications.

  Thinking you can tackle something this big on your own is actually a classic symptom of mania.

  Don't let this disorder control you.

  Good luck to you my friend.

  ❤ Patsy
  

  Wise words.
• glman May 9, 2011

  I will never turn my back on you, ya should know that.
• Killer Khalsa May 9, 2011

  Tx is necessary. Im an MD so im not giving u bs advice. See a psychiatrist ASAP before u r found wandering the streets and r admitted to a psych ward
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Tx is necessary. Im an MD so im not giving u bs advice. See a psychiatrist ASAP before u r found wandering the streets and r admitted to a psych ward
  

  Lol. Doubt I ever get that bad. Seems I always have some inhibitions
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  Bad life restricting side effects aren't for me.
• pretzel May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Tx is necessary. Im an MD so im not giving u bs advice. See a psychiatrist ASAP before u r found wandering the streets and r admitted to a psych ward
  

  Lol. Doubt I ever get that bad. Seems I always have some inhibitions

  He's right, the psyche ward is no fun....
• OneThumbBastard May 9, 2011

  Belial,

  I am your friend. When I started playing TW, you and a couple of other players helped me understand the game. You gave your time and counsel. For that I am grateful. I just wanted you to know.

  👊❕👍I am Belial's friend👊❕👍
• Fast Freddy May 9, 2011

  I'm not very familiar with BP. What are the side effects of the meds?
• 🇮🇱Tinea🦶Pedis🇮🇱 May 9, 2011

  Belial wrote:

  Killer Khalsa wrote:

  Tx is necessary. Im an MD so im not giving u bs advice. See a psychiatrist ASAP before u r found wandering the streets and r admitted to a psych ward
  

  Lol. Doubt I ever get that bad. Seems I always have some inhibitions

  Don't be so sure of that. It's a disease. You'd be shocked at the direction it can take you in. You yourself have said it is getting increasingly more difficult for you to control.
• Jim Dirt (Add A1) May 9, 2011

  ✯OTB✯ wrote:

  Belial,

  I am your friend. When I started playing TW, you and a couple of other players helped me understand the game. You gave your time and counsel. For that I am grateful. I just wanted you to know.

  👊❕👍I am Belial's friend👊❕👍
  

  I think everyone is his friend and his friends are advising him to get back to professional help and not to let this disease continue controlling him.

  You don't like the "life restricting" effects of lithium? Try the life restricting effects of the psych ward.

  Making the decision for yourself is MUCH better than having it made for you.
• 👿Belial May 9, 2011

  I think I can retain some. Ability to fight it always. What suffers is my friendships and relationships.
• RevStraylight May 9, 2011

  Belial,

  I can understand where you're coming from, but stopping the Meds isn't the answer. I am on medication to help regulate my heart rate and rhythm. A side effect is that I can no longer work out, get my heart rate up, etc. Essentially, I have put everything I really enjoy in life on hold. I get depressed about it from time to time, but I know that to go off the Meds would mean some serious consequences. It sounds like going off your Meds has serious consequences as well. Since your judgement is somewhat impaired due to your condition, ask friends and family which "you" that they prefer and is the better person and go that route. Being tied to Meds really sucks ass, but it's better than the alternative.
• PØÇ May 9, 2011

  We are here for ya man

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