Reflection.
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I've been doing some deep thinking. It all started with a video i saw a few days ago- It spoke of a day where everyone went on a one day strike, and spent it all with who and what matters in your life, just as a day of reflection on what's important in your life. I was thinking to myself, what IS the most important to me? What came to mind was my direct family, my close friends, my girlfriend, and the rights i've been able to keep as an american and the little things that make my day when they happen. That got me thinking though. What is THE most important thing to me? I mean, if i could choose one person/thing in this world to be with for the final dying seconds of my life, what/who would it be..?
I've pondered that for a few days. Literally, it's been constantly on my mind.
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Honestly, i couldn't bear to only have one family member over the other 2.. it's just sort of horrible tothink about. I'd probably choose my girlfriend, because honestly, i'd probably be dead right now if it wasn't for her. I know that sounds a bit extreme, but if you knew what i've had to deal with it wouldn't be so out of reality.
So i've decided on what's most important in life, to me. So this begs the question for all of you, what/who is most important to you in life, if you had 5 seconds left to live, who would you want with you..? I'm just a bit curious. Maybe i'm a bit out of the ordinary. I've been sort of.. meditiating on this. And you can take the obvious answer "i'd have my whole family".. but really think about it. Sorry if i've wasted anyones time, i just felt like sharing this with someone, and TW has generally been a great community to talk to. -
This is thought provoking and a serious topic...
I'll get back to you on this one.
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Then i continued to reflect on my life. On the things i've done and plan to do. And i've decided on one thing. I'm going to be a different person. Yes, i'll keep my opinions. But the general anger at the world is goin to go. I've got a great life, people to love, and all the opportunity in the world to do anything. People in 3rd world countries don't get that chance. So i'm going to make the most of it.
I've decided to apologize to everyone i've angered, because a large majority of them didn't deserve it. I (again, am changing this) make people angry quite a lot, in real life and on here. In real life it's normally on accident.. but i can't help that. Ten i go to play TW, a game to relieve my frustrations, and someone trys to backtalk me. Well, my breaking point can't be in real life, so it's on here. So i am sincerely sorry to anyone i've angered, i take full responsibility for my actions... I know it was wrong and you're going to see a new me. -
I've decided that i'm going to do what i want to more often. As a wise person once told me, you only live once. So i'm going to make the most of the time i have. I could walk outside after school and get hit by a bus. And die. Then, in my final seconds, i'm left to think about what i did and didn't do. I guess i'm going to live a little bit more, so to speak.
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I've decided to try to believe in a religion. With all of what i've seen, the horrible, horrible things people endure, for so long i've thought there is no god, and been strictly athiest. It still seems a bit out there to me.. but i'm trying to find somewhere and something to believe in. So i solemnly swear to find something and someone to believe in, wherever and whoever that takes me to.
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I've decided i'm going to try new things whenever the chance. No regrets, no fear. For there is no reason why i shouldn't. Fear is just the absence of courage, and with the courage to change your lifestyle comes the courage to do things as they come, and not fear the possible outcomes.
No regrets.
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Don't force yourself to believe in something just because you want to. You either do or don't.
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I'm going to make myself think more optimistically. I've always been a cup half empty type person. Well, i'm going to make myself look at the bright sides of life. The good things. I read somewhere carrying a notebook around and writing in it everytime something good happens was a good start. Maybe i'll try that.
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I'm going to stand for things good. No more being a killjoy. If someone gives me the reason i'll be ruthless, but until that time i'll be civil. Once more i say i'm sorry to the people i've insulted, and the people i've put down. Electric Purified is free. Everyone, be ready for a brand new me.
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Life will always throw something at you that you will regret.. Just dont let it define you. Take what you can from it and learn from it and improve yourself because of it..
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Also take your happiness in small simple doses.. Smell the flowers, feel the wind, kiss the rain.. And be happy to be alive, others have it much much worst
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I can't really think straight at the moment, i need some sleep. Goodnight TW ~
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Hmm... This is deep, I think i'll go grab a boat and ponder this, until then, I hope you are able to do/find what you are looking for/at.
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Just know that someone is reading this. This is amazing for your age. I hope you hold on to this, the world so easily causes most of use to become so jaded. Thanks chiken👍 I can always use a little hopeful inspiration. As my passionate love filled, "I can't wait for the future" teenaged years are behind me. This touched me. Your smart. And certain folks don't like that. Keep up the good work kiddo.
(you did mention once that you were still in school right? Like around 13?)
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I'm a bit older than 13 😳
Thank you for the kind words, it means a lot 😄
(Sorry for waiting so long to reply, i've been.. busy today 😓)
Hmm.
So i've started my list today 👍
So far it's been pretty easy to write things down.
I saved a turtle today 😄😄
It was on the highway, between two areas- a steep hill, and a 4 lane highway, and it didn't have much hope the way it was moving (into the highway) so i picked it up and let it go in the pond by my house. I resolved a few arguements with friends today. I helped my little brother with his math project. I gave him some candy. Not big things, but just little things here and there. Wrote em all down. May seem sorta cheesy but it works 👍 -
SpankMyMonkey wrote:
Rofl. Spankmymonkey. Brilliant name. Love it! LolHmm... This is deep, I think i'll go grab a boat and ponder this, until then, I hope you are able to do/find what you are looking for/at.
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Good, for you, Chicken, good for you. I'm glad that you're trying to live your life to its fullest. I think I might try that notebook idea. And if you and bad bean were to get together and make a daily log for yourselves on a thread, it'd be the best thread in a long while.
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And I think as an answer to the question you asked yourself, I think my current answer would be my 4-month old sister (in a good mood). Just to make her laugh one more time, and tell her I love her.
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Wow I have a fiancé 2 kids and 1 on the way....Maybe I'd just rather go alone then pick. It's way to hard.
Maybe a nice hit of some really good "medicinal" marijuana.
That's it I would want good old Mary Jane by my side. Actually in my lips but you get the point.
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You are a good person for accepting their faults. Acknowledge who you are, model yourself into the better side of humanity. We are emotional and thus prone to faults but we can improve what we can. Modesty, respect, courtesy, kindness, and being human, a true thoughtful and rightful person. These qualities are not likely to be taken thoroughly or completely in most people but letting them define most of your character is the better side of humanity you can do.
Just let yourself have time. Life is both short and long, depending on the view of it. You are 17 and still have time to think of it. Wait until you have thoroughly thought it through before you decide you are ready to do this. Best of luck doing this. Much respect for doing this. - UA.
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well this is erm...some deep stuff. But thoughtful. Does the question involve like, you could have 5 seconds with someone who has already passed? If so it would be my dad. Believe it or not i used too be just like you, id piss people off because i didn't accept responsibility for my actions. Now at 19 i am sorting my life out. Im beating depression, im starting my own business and hopefully by next year i'll have my Own nightclub
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FussyJosh wrote:
No disrespect but why would you spend 5 seconds with someone your going to see in 5 seconds...???well this is erm...some deep stuff. But thoughtful. Does the question involve like, you could have 5 seconds with someone who has already passed? If so it would be my dad. Believe it or not i used too be just like you, id piss people off because i didn't accept responsibility for my actions. Now at 19 i am sorting my life out. Im beating depression, im starting my own business and hopefully by next year i'll have my Own nightclub
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@FussyJosh hook ur boy up wit' a J-O-B
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FussyJosh wrote:
I invested in nightclubs. Don't do it at 20. Grow up first. You'll lose your mind.well this is erm...some deep stuff. But thoughtful. Does the question involve like, you could have 5 seconds with someone who has already passed? If so it would be my dad. Believe it or not i used too be just like you, id piss people off because i didn't accept responsibility for my actions. Now at 19 i am sorting my life out. Im beating depression, im starting my own business and hopefully by next year i'll have my Own nightclub
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💔Gяɛɛɴϻɑɳҳṗһıʟㅌ wrote:
Can you own a nightclub if you're under 21? Wtf is a club without liquor?FussyJosh wrote:
I invested in nightclubs. Don't do it at 20. Grow up first. You'll lose your mind.well this is erm...some deep stuff. But thoughtful. Does the question involve like, you could have 5 seconds with someone who has already passed? If so it would be my dad. Believe it or not i used too be just like you, id piss people off because i didn't accept responsibility for my actions. Now at 19 i am sorting my life out. Im beating depression, im starting my own business and hopefully by next year i'll have my Own nightclub
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YelloManSoldier wrote:
The youngest landlord in our area is 18, and i dont believe in heaven thats why i would have 5 seconds with someone already passed, and i wont be running the club myself, ill have a business partner💔Gяɛɛɴϻɑɳҳṗһıʟㅌ wrote:
Can you own a nightclub if you're under 21? Wtf is a club without liquor?FussyJosh wrote:
I invested in nightclubs. Don't do it at 20. Grow up first. You'll lose your mind.well this is erm...some deep stuff. But thoughtful. Does the question involve like, you could have 5 seconds with someone who has already passed? If so it would be my dad. Believe it or not i used too be just like you, id piss people off because i didn't accept responsibilifor my actions. Now at 19 i am sorting my life out. Im beating depression, im starting my own business and hopefully by next year i'll have my Own nightclub
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Sigh. Alright. Just saying... Think about it. Club life gets the best of some people.
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Im doing it, too bring back the old skool nightlife. Not all this cheap booze and shit music
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Ok but expensive "booze" is still booze.
Also I was just saying if you're gonna pass away in 5 seconds you'll see the ones that have already passed in 5 secs. So if you can't decide who it would be that is still alive like myself (since i care about them all the same)I picked ganja and a shot of crown. I would inhale and hit the shot before I exhaled! -
Actually I wouldn't have enough time to exhale😲 longest hold-in ever😄😊😊😌😲
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