Rock bottom
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Where were you when you realized you were at an all time low?
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Scuba diving
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U mean in ur life? Are u there now?
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When I was with thuglife
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itchy area wrote:
lmao!!Scuba diving
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Darth bane wrote:
don't be fucked up.When I was with thuglife
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Grimjaow wrote:
he's being fucked upDarth bane wrote:
don't be fucked up.When I was with thuglife
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Being in the youth house realizing that if I didn't change I was gunna be a waste! There's other times but that's what I'll share
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Darth bane wrote:
I know, but still.Grimjaow wrote:
he's being fucked upDarth bane wrote:
don't be fucked up.When I was with thuglife
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i have about 10 stories i can tell you i thought i was at rock bottom. i'll share most recent.
feb 2009. 5 months after my life threatening accident, i sit on my makeshift bed in iraq, in the middle of the night room to myself and branded as the outcast because my accident caused some head trauma that made me very irritable and depressed and disconnected from everyone.
everyone feared me, everyone talked about me behind my back, everyone stayed away from me like i was some psychopath. My 6 year relationship was in shambles, it was my third tour in the last 5 years, i had no coping method i could use, just sit there with my m-4 in my lap. realizing my age, what i've been through my entire life, and wondering if it was ever going to stop. the bs that is. -
i never threatened anyone, nor did i have erratic behaviour, but after 9 years of dedicated service to the army, one accident left me on the verge of being chaptered out for a personality disorder, without a wife and newborn, without the only career i've known, no friends, no family,
just me and my m-4 i'm here today bcuz someone somehow pulled the firing pin from my m4 without me knowing it. -
my company tried to hide the accident, never once received an apology from the person who was driving.
i've never felt more alone in my life.
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headaches everyday, insomnia, ptsd, and no one to talk to who could understand. walking around like a zombie in a land full of people wanting to kill you, wishing they would aim better.
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Darth bane wrote:
So you're what? 6 years old? Find a little humor in the world and stop being such a downer all the time.When I was with thuglife
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Tragic, Drizzy. That's awful.
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griogair 💀add infinity💀 wrote:
my life. small part of it.Tragic, Drizzy. That's awful.
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Jeez drizzy. I was gonna write but you have stopped me dead !!
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DoN✯DriZZy wrote:
headaches everyday, insomnia, ptsd, and no one to talk to who could understand. walking around like a zombie in a land full of people wanting to kill you, wishing they would aim better.
not tryna be n ass n not being funny but for me marijuana helps with headaches n my insomnia.. It's 3:30am n I can't sleep! Bout to vap some. I also wake up with headaches a few times a week. I smoke n it goes away
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i can't, i still hold a position in the service, just a special one. but even then, smoking doesn't help, i've tried it.
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O-Dogg wrote:
I personally don't smoke weed for recreation. A few times a year I do get really bad insomnia and I'll smoke a joint or two to cure that. It's a real shame medical marijuana isn't used more. It's much safer and more effective than many meds that are legal.DoN✯DriZZy wrote:
headaches everyday, insomnia, ptsd, and no one to talk to who could understand. walking around like a zombie in a land full of people wanting to kill you, wishing they would aim better.
not tryna be n ass n not being funny but for me marijuana helps with headaches n my insomnia.. It's 3:30am n I can't sleep! Bout to vap some. I also wake up with headaches a few times a week. I smoke n it goes away
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I'm with u!! NJ just passed the law it supposed to be finished in July now they wanna put it off another 6months to a year.
I'm a daily smoker. I'm not the stoner type tho. Anyone could hardly tell I'm high
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